i miss him :'(

i dont know y i miss him damn much right now ,... hm , mama .. can i cry ?? hmm :'( .. dah lame tak nnges sbb kau , now .. kau buat aku nnges .. aku nmpak kau depan skolah ary tu , amek adeq kau . aku tgur kau .. then , kau snyu , lembut jek kau ckp ngn aku , omgiee , now i reliase that i miss yu damn much ! i cant hold it alone .. hm , sometimes i remember yu , imagine yu beside me .. talk to me , aarggh ! wtf ! aku tak nak kcewa kan SAYANG aku lagy . tak sanggup rsenye .. GOD , take all my feeling to him , i doesnt want it anymoree ,. i love my bie now .. i want to be hapy wit him always . but , aku janji aku tak kan lupe kan budak tuh , dea dah pena buat aku hapy , bhgie .. nowaay ! aku tak kan lupekan dea , n aku akan slalu ingat dea . jgn risau kay ? hmm , now .. IEZKANDAR . love him fucking damn much !